Sunday 21 March 2010

April will be hectic

Howdy!

March almost over and April is waiting which is it's going to be really really busy month for me. I got a big trip for my colleagues to Sg Lepoh at Ulu Langat (tolong la berjaya trip nie) and a BIG presentation in front of big boss and the most important thing SIMA Selection. Where i will know what my position will be after April ends. Hopefully i will get what i just needed. Nothing much happened lately, just busy with my work. go work go back playing games and online watch tv series and go sleep. rinse and repeat for the whole 5 days of weekdays. pretty boring. don't work go study if you still studying :p oh ya! i just send my pretty kelisa to my runner to make it more awesome haha. I spend like RM1700 to make the interior looks nice just for me to drive that car :D can't wait to see my car in a new shape of interior. woots! Until then peeps!

p/s: I miss you

Tuesday 9 March 2010

Dygta

Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu
Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu
Walau kini, kau jauh dariku
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu

Hati ini, selalu memanggil namamu
Dengarlah melatiku
Ku berjanji, hanyalah untukmu cintaku
Takkan pernah ada yg lain

Adakah rindu di hatimu
Seperti rindu yang kurasa
Sanggupkah kuterus terlena
Tanpamu disisiku, ku kan slalu menantimu

Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu

Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu
Walau kini, kau jauh dariku
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu

Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu

Monday 8 March 2010

:'(

Something across my mind...

Have you ever been in a situation that you really love your partner whatever it takes and it's gone away from you after a period of time? Which makes you really hurts and sad and lead you to a depressing situation. Life is not easy after all. It might look easy as we speak up but to do the right thing for the right outcome it doesn't give you an easy way. I learned so much about having a relationship,to love someone and to be loved. I learned the hard way. I hope the experience can help me open up my mind. I hope I can get through this hard phase which is very uncomfortable for me. I know I still love her but there's nothing I can do about it for the time being. It really sad though. Being me is not that easy =/

Please guide me through this :(

Monday 1 March 2010

Update

2nd March 10'
445am

It's been awhile since my last update. been busy with working life (konon). yeah life has been up and down for me. Too many problems which make me stress out. urgh! i hope tomorrow and the day after, next week, next month will be a better one. March, please don't dissapoint me =/

p/s: not really in the mood to blogging. will keep proper update soon.

take care ppl!

Thursday 28 January 2010

International Trade (US)

Howdy!

I've been attached to International Trade (US) which is i have to work on US time (10pm - 8am <- Malaysia time). but it's all starting next week on wednesday. I hope i can survive because i really need to perform so that Scope will absorb me xD As far as I'm concern i know this job is not that easy so i have to prepare mentally and physically.

I need to learn and understand more and moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee about trade so i can perform well! ><

Hope everything going well for me. Amin.

Monday 25 January 2010

=(

Life is not that easy anyway...

Saturday 23 January 2010

wrap up

good day!

so let's start with what had happened for the entire weekend :) as some of you guys know i've been selected to join training with SIMA (Scope International Malaysia Academy) under standard charted bank. It's been quite fun with the new people new faces around u :) i've been celebrating my birthday as well with my sayang ellina and friends. thank you so much. 24 is just a number, i don't care much and i know i'm still young in heart. lol. it's been a really really tiring weekend for me and i hope i can get thru all of this (esp on my job xD)

let's see what will happen next. let's hope that tomorrow will be a better day!

once again, THANKS TO ALL THE WARM WISHES FOR MY BDAY!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

godspeed